#i personally like cindy's videos

[mihai-florescu]

The story in Yellowface is literally half, no, not even, a quarter as insane as what real life published authors are getting up to in the US if you follow book social media drama

[c0ntr0l-c0re-angel]

I found this comparison of Rhys in tales from the borderlands to his model in Borderlands 3, and it’s kind of indicative of how I feel about the series as it is.

Now this is gonna be kind of pretentious so just hear me out.

His nose was pinched into a Cindy-Lou-Who sort of arch, rhinoplastied into actual hell, like those bad videos of cheap plastic surgeries.

His nose isn’t necessarily aquiline, nor Grecian, but it’s not the usual completely flat, small nostriled kind of stuff you usually see in lots of characters in the borderlands games. It’s considered pretty large in comparison to his face.

They took what I’d argue one of his most defining features (other than his beautiful stupid haircut which they also ruined) and completely flattened it. Not only does he barely resemble the person he used to be, they watered down his facial structure.

YOU CAN FEEL THE LACK OF CARE FOR RETURNING CHARACTERS IN EVERY SINGLE INCH OF THE 3RD GAME FROM THE MODELS TO THE STORY

[shares-a-vest]

@steddielovemonth Day 13: Love is... Showing up when someone doesn’t ask (Prompt by @steddieas-shegoes)

wc: 559 | Rated: T | cw: Food Mention

Tags: Valentine's Day, Date, Steve Harrington Angst (happy ending)

By the time Steve closes up Family Video on Valentine’s Day night, he is feeling pretty sorry for himself.

He thinks 1987 might be the first year since he’d hit adolescence that he is alone. In years past he’d at least had a date to give flowers to, even if it didn’t go much further than that. And, as he twists the lock in just the right way so it will actually lock, he begins to regret his whole holding-out-hope-for-true-love thing.

Because everybody has a date this Valentine’s Day.

Robin is at the drive-in with Vickie. Dustin is on some nerdy radio date with Suzie. His parents are at Enzo’s. Hell, even Keith skipped out on his shift early to go pick up Cindy from the laundromat.

He rattles the door, just to make sure it’s locked when he hears a rustling sound behind him.

Sighing, he turns around and readies himself to tell whoever is showing up late with a return to piss off…

Only it’s Eddie, holding up a brow paper bag with the Benny’s Diner logo emblazoned on the front.

“Brought you dinner,” he smiles all tight lipped and dimpled.

“Thought you were going somewhere with Jeff?” Steve grumbles despite snatching up the bag and catching a delectable whiff of melted cheese.

Eddie shrugs, “Dude bailed on me, man.”

He fiddles with his rings and looks at his shoes for a moment before jumping back to attention with a click of his fingers. Steve narrows his eyes, suspicious as Eddie begins digging in his jeans pocket and produces a handful of change.

“And that’s for a Coke,” he says, offering up the coins.

“Why?” Steve blurts out and his rudeness makes Eddie clam right back up.

He twirls a lock of dark hair around his ring-adorned finger and pulls it across his face.

“Just thought you’d want something to eat...” he explains, his voice quiet and bashful as rocks on his heels, “Valentine’s Day sucks.”

He passes it off with another shrug and looks out at the empty street, his dark eyes illuminated by the nearby street light, the shine of his chains and jewellery shimmering too.

Steve sucks in a breath.

The thing is, Eddie always does this. Shows up.

To make Steve laugh during a dead shift. To bring him coffee in the morning when it’s way too early. To bring him a whole goddamn meal.

He doesn’t have to do any of this for Steve. Not really.

Steve tightens his grip on the paper bag and steps forward, as close as is more typical of Eddie’s usual lack of personal space. He can smell his cologne – it’s strong like he had recently freshened up, perhaps just for Steve...

“Hey Eddie?” he asks softly.

“Yep?” Eddie answers, popping the ‘p’ as he continues to avoid his gaze rather conspicuously.

“Do you want to go on a date with me?”

Eddie looks up, startled.

“Now?” he gapes, wide-eyed.

“Yeah,” Steve smiles, more assured than he felt in months.

“Where?” Eddie frowns.

“I don’t know,” he laughs, “Anywhere you want. Benny’s. Sitting in my car and sharing this burger. Fuck, we can go back to my house and eat cereal for all I care. As long as I’m with you.”

Eddie grins and gestures to the Beemer in a half bow, “Lead the way, sweetheart.”

[lilac-rose-writes]

Hey....Can you do some..... Cindix or felozzy hcs.....dies...

i don't think i've ever actually made cindix hcs before! here you gooo <333

cindy likes to write him love letters even as they continue to get older. they go from colourful scribbles to cute little legible messages. cindy always puts hearts in place of the tittles on her is, but when she's writing to felix, she doodles extras around or as a border. she has a stack of pink & blue paper to write them up onto. she likes slipping him little love notes in class when they're in high school and watching him turn bright red in the desk beside her. felix ends up picking up the same habit, writing long winding flowery letters in pretentious cursive with his rich boy fountain pen for her

when cindy plays house, she always calls the mother & father dolls cindy & felix. he finds out and is flustered beyond belief. she declares he's a father now of this cheap little woolen doll and he immediately becomes far too attached. ted is so confused. "i'm a father now, teddy, i don't have time to deal with your petulant whining". felix loves ditching him to spend time with cindy <3

felix likes to pamper cindy. she's always loved anything shiny & accessories, so he buys her all sorts of little gifts and trinkets to show he cares about her. felix struggles with saying "i love you" itself aloud, but he does his best to convey it in other ways like holding her hand or offering a fancy necklace whenever they spend time together

despite felix's struggle with saying "i love you" itself, he is a sucker for sappy nicknames. they are absolutely godawful. honeysuckle, sugarplum, my angelic flower, etc. cindy calls him babe and he comes out with "of course, my darling, delicate rosebud". felix is so unbearably smitten

cindy & felix are the definition of "ily" "i love me too" & it works both ways <3

they adopt a cat. you cannot tell me that felix isn't a cat person. cindy gets gravy and he is immediately attached. he insists that if they ever break up, he still gets visiting rights. he buys gravy all the best cat food, toys & beds. "why call the poor thing gravy?" "i didn't! the dumpster hag named her before i took her in" "wh- dumpster hag?!"

they bully children on roblox together. watch out seven-year-olds on dress to impress, cindix are here and they are slaying. their outfits are top tier. cindy keeps trying to bypass the swear filter, everything she makes is pink. felix falsely reports everyone who insults cindy. he gives everybody one star at most then cindy 5/5. (i have never played dress to impress, i am going off of knowledge from fashion famous when i was 7 and a duncanyounot video my sister showed me)

for all felix cares for cindy, he cannot stand her gum chewing. any chewing sets him off, he despises the sound of it. she does her best to remember not to have any around him, but it's a bit of a struggle when she nearly always has some in her mouth

cindy doesn't like the -ilys and felix immediately picks up on that. they aren't poor so he can't bully them for being urchins, but that's not enough to quell his disdain. he sees lily in the school debate team and immediately declares them arch-rivals (lily is so confused). he taunts billy about having "lost" cindy to him (billy could not care less). he's so proud of himself every time he thinks up a new insult for them

cindy admires felix's flamboyance, felix admires cindy's strong will. cindy doesn't know how he manages to keep so many words in his brain, but it sure is useful when she needs some help with her homework. felix doesn't see her as lesser for not understanding it; as much as he belittles ted for being in the "dumb class", he respects cindy far too much to do the same to her. his extravagant bows, entrances and hand waves make cindy giggle a lot

[shippingmyworld]

Hi there!

I read that one and really liked your headcanon about Danny and his relationships with his exs and wondered if you had any for JimmyTimmy? I know you're more a tigerghost blog so it's okay if you don't!

It's so funny that I have that reputation since I've only been active in the fandom for like a few months.

But actually I do have a few! I was playing with the idea of expanding this into an actual fic at some point, but if you're curious I included the main points below the cut.

I like to hc that Jimmy's never actually been in a relationship or even kissed anyone before. I know his implied love interest in canon is Cindy (I don't recall if they actually get together in canon or if there was anyone else he showed interest in), but I always saw them more as rivals that end up begrudgingly becoming friends over the years. I also believe that Jimmy would know he's demi-sexual and homo-romantic from a very early age. It just never comes up in conversation because he simply shuts down any conversation about romance by saying he doesn't find the person his friends are talking about attractive (Cindy starts a betting pool with the others because she's picked up on the fact that Jimmy is basically gay but everyone else thinks he's ace).

While Jimmy's love life is rather drama-free for most of his adolescence and early teen years, Timmy on the other hand experiences the equivalent of seven different disney channel tween rom-com movies. He's caught up in the fantasy he's created of Trixie, and his affection will bounce between her and Cindy depending on which girl has shown more attention in the last few days. He'll often annoy Jimmy with his elaborate plans on how he intends to ask one of them out. Occasionally he'll also spend an entire afternoon on an inter-dimensional video call about how annoying Tootie has been lately and what her latest scheme had been to win Timmy's affection.

Jimmy meanwhile has realized he has feeling for Timmy, but locks them away because he believes Timmy is straight. He's honestly just content that Timmy reaches out to him as often as he does and that they're able to still spend time together. He also never points out that what Tootie is doing to Timmy is the exact same thing that Timmy is doing to Trixie and Cindy.

Right before they enter high school, Timmy will read the signals wrong and ask Cindy to go steady with him, but Cindy will politely turn him down and say she'd rather they just be friends. Completely crushed, he'll double down in his attempt to woo Trixie and pull out all the stops, putting on this extremely cringey and embarrassing performance to ask her to be his girlfriend (he got the idea from Cosmo). She'll just straight up laughs in his face and will stomp on his heart, leaving him to be the laughing stock of the school. When Tootie comes and tries to comfort him, Timmy will snap and yell at her, saying all sorts of hurtful things to her face and making her cry.

High school starts, and Timmy finds himself a complete social outcast. No one want to be associated with him after the stunt he pulled to ask out Trixie (even Chester and AJ don't want to spend time with him). Timmy then starts spending more time in Jimmy's universe, annoying Jimmy by randomly showing up inside his lab. Jimmy's annoyed at first, but realizes that Timmy's just lonely and lets him stick around. Timmy eventually makes himself at home (he sets up base in a small corner of the lab that is basically his area that Jimmy doesn't interfere with), and will say something to Jimmy along the lines of "I'm really glad you're apart of my life." Which just kills Jimmy a little bit because he knows that Timmy means it platonically.

After a few months of teen melodrama and some advice from Jimmy, Timmy will approach Tootie with the intent of apologizing to her. He finds her is eating alone in the lunch room at school and just spits out the apology point blank. It will take some time, but the two will reconcile and become friendly with each other, but Tootie will still harbor feelings for Timmy.

Meanwhile, for plot reasons, Remy will transfer to Timmy's school. Timmy expects that Remy is going to make his life hell, but a few weeks pass and Remy seems to actually be avoiding Timmy. It's messing with Timmy's head. He can't have his guard up the entire time at school, Remy was always more of a threat than Mr. Crocker ever was. So during one of the school's pep rally's, Timmy will pull Remy under the bleachers and confront him. Remy promises that he's done with trying to expose Cosmo and Wanda, and Timmy wants to know how he can trust Remy's words. Remy will then kiss him, confusing the hell out of Timmy. He says he has feeling for Timmy, and would never do anything that would hurt Timmy and ruin his chances. Timmy is hung up on the fact that they're both guys and Remy just kissed him??? So he says nothing and just walks away.

The next day he'll be sitting with Chester & AJ in class and tells them about it (they never apologized for ditching Timmy at the start of high school but he doesn't really have any other friends and they're forced to talk with him since they all sit next to each other). AJ asks if Timmy knows what homosexuality and bisexuality is, and Timmy has honestly never heard of those terms before. After all, his parents never let him watch TV or give him money to go out, and still force him to have a babysitter at his age. When AJ explains it all (he has graphs and examples of non-heterosexual relationships observed in other mammals) something just clicks for Timmy. When school is done with, he runs home (ignoring Remy and Tootie who are both planning to confess their feeling again) and poofs over to Jimmy's lab.

Jimmy's surprised to see him. But he's even more surprised when Timmy just grabs him by both shoulders and pulls him in for a kiss without another word. Jimmy's brain literally crashes (he wonders if he's having a stroke or some sort of stress-dream), and when Timmy pulls aways he's a blushing mess. Timmy will apologize and start rambling on about how he just found out that this was a possibility and that it makes sense. He always feels comfortable around Jimmy and once he realized two guys could be together, kissing Jimmy was the first thing that popped into his head. Timmy keeps talking for several minutes as Jimmy attempts to process everything, but Timmy will end up taking Jimmy's silence as a bad sign and try to leave. Jimmy's forced to grab Timmy's hand to make him stay and they then just sit in silence for several hours as Jimmy rearranges his thoughts (Timmy will eventually fall asleep on him as they just sit on the floor of the lab).

After that they start dating. Tootie and Remy have no idea until Jimmy shows up one day to pick up Timmy from school for a hang-out/date. Timmy is casually chatting with Tootie and Remy (as both of them continue to interrupt each others attempts to ask Timmy on a date), when Timmy suddenly breaks away from them and charges at a boy they'd never seen before (Jimmy) who just showed up at the school gate. Timmy tackle's Jimmy at top speed, nearly barreling him over as they hug and plants a big kiss on Jimmy's cheek. He waves goodbye to Tootie and Remy, who are just watching slack-jawed as Timmy walks away hand-in-hand with Jimmy. Tootie and Remy then form an alliance to take down Jimmy so they can go back to fighting for Timmy's affection.

[miz-chase]

unpopular opinions! unpopular opinions!

Chappell Roan does nothing for me. Neither the look nor the music. This might make me a grumpy old indie rock grandma and I accept this about myself. I am content in my rocking chair with my Cocteau Twins and Cindy Lee, even if it makes me a Bad Gay.

TS also does nothing for me, neither the look nor the music.

Susie Myerson is the most attractive person I have ever seen in live-action media. Ever. If there was any justice in the world, tumblr would be a shrine to her instead of Tall Skinny Barbie Sapphic of the Week

Canon is the raw material to start with. It’s okay if you intentionally leave some of it in the fridge and only work with the ingredients you want.

Tumblr is way too puritanical, and I don’t just mean other people. Even us grownups disengage from a lot of sexual material. Text-based gets more sharing, but the lack of likes, let alone reblogs, of explicit-adjacent images is remarkable. If you want to see horny pictures of The Characters, you have to interact with them!!

Armpit and pubic hair is great actually. The fact that this opinion is implicitly understood to be sexual or “a kink” is a depressing statement about cultural relations to our natural bodies

Boxer briefs are sexier on EVERY body, especially compared to panties, ew.

Unnecessarily horny one under cut:

Big clits and t-dicks are the hottest part of any human body 😳💦💦💦💦 I was genuinely shocked to see how many people reply in horror/grossed out when people post photos/videos of them. What do you mean that isn’t the hottest thing you’ve ever seen!!

Okay, have we scared everyone else away? Is it safe? I hate musicals. And I was a theater crew kid, so I have put in the hours to earn my right to hate

[nodeangel]

just as a little fun aside from analysis of a chart and as i brace myself for another round of helping with vat returns at work, i decided to do something lighter. and then i see a picture of manny jacinto for the people’s magazine sexiest man alive shoot and wonder whether there could be a venus/ mars pattern in the chart to hint a sexy or handsome man.

it turns out manny jacinto is not the sexiest man alive this year though. it’s john krasinski.

and just like each year people magazine releases the list, tc candler publishes a video of the ost handsome faces, igniting debates whether the chosen person is actually attractive.

so i do not wish to dive into the debate of whether every single man on this list deserves the title but what i do want to do is dive into the astrological patterns, checking which zodiac signs dominate these lists. it would be great to look into common planetary aspects in each chart and ascendants but unfortunately not all of the people listed have a time that we can access.

people magazine’s “sexiest man alive” winners by year

• 1985: mel gibson - venus in aquarius, mars in scorpio, sun in capricorn

• 1986: mark harmon - venus in virgo, mars in leo, sun in virgo

• 1987: harry hamlin - venus in virgo, mars in virgo, sun in scorpio

• 1988: john f. kennedy jr. - venus in capricorn, mars in cancer, sun in sagittarius

• 1989: sean connery - venus in libra, mars in gemini, sun in virgo

• 1990: tom cruise - venus in leo, mars in taurus, sun in cancer

• 1991: patrick swayze - venus in virgo, mars in scorpio, sun in leo

• 1992: nick nolte - venus in aquarius, mars in sagittarius, sun in aquarius

• 1993: cindy crawford & richard gere - venus in libra, mars in cancer, sun in virgo

• 1994: keanu reeves - venus in cancer, mars in cancer, sun in virgo

• 1995: brad pitt - venus in capricorn, mars in capricorn, sun in sagittarius

• 1996: denzel washington - venus in scorpio, mars in pisces, sun in capricorn

• 1997: george clooney - venus in aries, mars in leo, sun in taurus

• 1998: harrison ford - venus in gemini, mars in leo, sun in cancer

• 1999: richard gere - venus in libra, mars in cancer, sun in virgo

• 2000: brad pitt - venus in capricorn, mars in capricorn, sun in sagittarius

• 2001: pierce brosnan - venus in aries, mars in gemini, sun in taurus

• 2002: ben affleck - venus in cancer, mars in virgo, sun in leo

• 2003: johnny depp - venus in taurus, mars in virgo, sun in gemini

• 2004: jude law - venus in sagittarius, mars in scorpio, sun in capricorn

• 2005: matthew mcconaughey - venus in libra, mars in aquarius, sun in scorpio

• 2006: george clooney - venus in aries, mars in leo, sun in taurus

• 2007: matt damon - venus in scorpio, mars in virgo, sun in libra

• 2008: hugh jackman - venus in scorpio, mars in virgo, sun in libra

• 2009: johnny depp - venus in taurus, mars in virgo, sun in gemini

• 2010: ryan reynolds - venus in sagittarius, mars in scorpio, sun in scorpio

• 2011: bradley cooper - venus in capricorn, mars in sagittarius, sun in capricorn

• 2012: channing tatum - venus in gemini, mars in leo, sun in taurus

• 2013: adam levine - venus in aquarius, mars in pisces, sun in pisces

• 2014: chris hemsworth - venus in virgo, mars in cancer, sun in leo

• 2015: david beckham - venus in gemini, mars in pisces, sun in taurus

• 2016: dwayne johnson - venus in gemini, mars in gemini, sun in taurus

• 2017: blake shelton - venus in gemini, mars in leo, sun in gemini

• 2018: idris elba - venus in cancer, mars in virgo, sun in virgo

• 2019: john legend - venus in scorpio, mars in capricorn, sun in capricorn

• 2020: michael b. jordan - venus in capricorn, mars in aries, sun in aquarius

• 2021: paul rudd - venus in aries, mars in sagittarius, sun in aries

• 2022: chris evans - venus in cancer, mars in gemini, sun in gemini

• 2023: patrick dempsey - venus in aquarius, mars in aquarius, sun in capricorn

• 2024: john krasinski - venus in scorpio, mars in leo, sun in libra

tc candler’s “handsome faces”

2023

1. timothée chalamet - venus in aquarius, mars in capricorn, sun in capricorn

2. henry cavill - venus in gemini, mars in taurus, sun in taurus

3. keung to - venus in scorpio, mars in aquarius, sun in capricorn

2022

1. henry cavill - venus in gemini, mars in taurus, sun in taurus

2. hyunjin - venus in pisces, mars in aries, sun in pisces

3. timothée chalamet - venus in aquarius, mars in capricorn, sun in capricorn

2021

1. paing takhon - venus in leo, mars in leo, sun in virgo

2. chris hemsworth - venus in virgo, mars in cancer, sun in leo

3. kim taehyung (v) - venus in aquarius, mars in capricorn, sun in capricorn

2020

1. pewdiepie (felix kjellberg) - venus in sagittarius, mars in libra, sun in scorpio

2. kim taehyung (v) - venus in aquarius, mars in capricorn, sun in capricorn

3. chris hemsworth - venus in virgo, mars in cancer, sun in leo

2019

1. jungkook - venus in libra, mars in scorpio, sun in virgo

2. pewdiepie (felix kjellberg) - venus in sagittarius, mars in libra, sun in scorpio

3. shawn mendes - venus in cancer, mars in cancer, sun in leo

2018

1. jason momoa - venus in leo, mars in gemini, sun in leo

2. jungkook - venus in libra, mars in scorpio, sun in virgo

3. idris elba - venus in cancer, mars in virgo, sun in virgo

2017

1. kim taehyung (v) - venus in aquarius, mars in capricorn, sun in capricorn

2. jason momoa - venus in leo, mars in gemini, sun in leo

3. armie hammer - venus in libra, mars in capricorn, sun in virgo

2016

1. michiel huisman - venus in leo, mars in cancer, sun in cancer

2. taeyang - venus in cancer, mars in aquarius, sun in taurus

3. alexander skarsgård - venus in virgo, mars in libra, sun in virgo

2015

1. diego boneta - venus in sagittarius, mars in gemini, sun in sagittarius

2. boris kodjoe - venus in pisces, mars in capricorn, sun in pisces

3. charlie hunnam - venus in gemini, mars in leo, sun in aries

2014

1. jamie dornan - venus in pisces, mars in libra, sun in taurus

2. siwon - venus in taurus, mars in capricorn, sun in aries

3. tom hardy - venus in leo, mars in virgo, sun in virgo

2013

1. michael fassbender - venus in aries, mars in pisces, sun in aries

2. alexander skarsgård - venus in virgo, mars in libra, sun in virgo

3. ryan gosling - venus in libra, mars in sagittarius, sun in scorpio

upon doing this analysis the most frequent signs for venus, mars and sun are as follows:

venus:

• gemini and aquarius

mars:

• capricorn, virgo, and leo

sun:

• virgo, capricorn, and taurus

people magazine’s “sexiest man alive” most common signs

• venus: capricorn and gemini

• mars: virgo and leo

• sun: capricorn and virgo

people magazine definitely has a thing for a venus in capricorn man. i can see why because a venus like that is all about polished charm and dependability, qualities that a lot of a- list men have to cultivate. gemini venus being common also makes sense as they are great at making communication attractive and have that witty flair that catches the eye in any crowd.

mars in virgo also checks out (cue perfectly styled hair) as it highlights a man dedicated to precision and detail when carrying out tasks while leo mars brings on the confidence and charisma. and ofc we have plenty of capricorn and virgo suns — earth signs that are often stereotypically seen as the perfectionists and the ambitious ones. you can almost picture the people editorial team looking for their own man in finance when choosing someone to grace a magazine cover for millions to admire.

let’s however remember that this list is made by editorial staff — it tends to go for people with established careers and an ability to attract attention without stirring up controversy. it reflects more traditional, industry-driven choices

tc candler’s “handsome faces” most common signs

• venus: aquarius and gemini

• mars: capricorn and leo

• sun: capricorn and virgo

on the handsome faces list, aquarius venus takes a prominent spot. aquarius is the sign of broad appeal and the revolutionist - an unconventional allure that attracts a fan base that appreciates a bit of mystery and creative independence. gemini venus is popular here too, showing that a quick wit and playful vibe never goes out of style

we also see a capricorn and leo mars duo. both ambition and a natural confidence are qualities of mass appeal.

and there is no surprise that the most popular sun signs are capricorn and virgo once more. show up frequently, with the earthy, stable virgo balancing out capricorn’s ambition.

so this list still appreciates grounded qualities, but perhaps with a more #relatable edge.

now, handsome faces is driven by online votes, it reflects the tastes of collective voices of internet users, who tend to be younger and influenced by current cultural trends, which means they’re picking from a more global, diverse pool of celebrities. it captures a snapshot of what’s trending now, rather than solely “movie-star” classic heartthrob.

what does this say about sexiness and handsomeness across these two lists?

well, from this rather small snapshot, when it comes to picking the world’s “sexiest men alive,” there’s a fascinating divide between what the editors at people magazine think we want—and what the people themselves vote for online with tc candler’s handsome faces.

the editorial picks clearly favour that classic grounded allure, with capricorn, virgo, and libra placements dominating. on the flip side, tc candler’s online votes show a bit more love for charisma and versatility, with signs like gemini and sagittarius popping up frequently

pisces is the least often occurring in these lists but dw pisces there are plenty of people out there who love an artistic and dreamy soul

in the end, capricorn dominates both lists. guess we are all just searching for that GOAT.

[boondocktalks]

In the “A Date With The Booty Warrior” episode, the Freeman brothers and Robert are in the office. Huey and Riley had gotten into a fight with five other boys, and were facing expulsion since it was their third time getting in trouble within that semester. However, the principal suggests to Robert that his grandsons attend the Scared Straight program, and to Riley’s delight, he signs the permission slip.

To this day, it was never explained why they got into that brawl at school, and we were robbed from seeing it happen. However, I have my own little theory as to why they were fighting those boys.

I personally think the reason behind it was to defend Jazmine.

Hear me out on this one.

There were a few scenes in the unreleased pilot episode where she was being relentlessly bullied by some of the white students that attended their school. Huey was willing to defend her, but she wanted to keep the peace, and possibly wanted to be accepted, which only frustrated him. He even snaps on Jazmine for not having a backbone, but deep down, he was hurting for her.

To see a person Huey cares about being the subject of abuse bothered him tremendously, as it would for anyone.

Eventually, he gets into a physical altercation with the boys that were making fun of her, and Riley jumps in. Uncle Ruckus is present in this scene, witnessing the bullying that Jazmine is dealing with, but doesn’t intervene to stop the kids from teasing her. He does step in when he sees the fight, and pointed the brothers out as the bad guys. This explains why they were seen in detention in the video that was posted online.

Now, Jazmine doesn’t make an appearance in this episode, and they don’t follow the narrative of her being the victim of bullying in the series. But, this has been weighing on my mind for quite some time since I reread the script. It’s very possible that she was still dealing with it, especially since it was implied that she didn’t have that many friends in Woodcrest other than the Freeman family, this other kid named Phil, and Cindy. However, they weren’t best friends like they were in the comics. For some reason or another, the show never went into the full on details since it was mainly centered around Huey and his family.

Plus, there have been a few references from this unreleased pilot episode that were sprinkled in some of the episodes. This being one of them.

Again, this is just my opinion as to why Huey and Riley were in trouble in that episode.

[thedrunkenreadersreviews]

A brief tantrum on the portrayal of faeries.

Well, we gotta go with the green fairy for this one. Pour a very demure and mindful amount into a glass (I am so sorry).

*Sip*

Well, it has been a hot minute. And I am slowly climbing out of a reading slump brought upon me by the great letdown that was Masters of Death (more on that later). But as I was staring at my shelf (which became known as the Void for the time being) I found myself utterly enthralled by my various versions of The Folk of the Air series by Holly Black. The Juniper edition just ties that whole section, dedicated solely to all the books set in the world of Black's Faerieland, together nicely. And while I sat and stared and admired how finely I decorated the area with little mushrooms and fairy lights, I found my smile slowly fading as I thought to myself "Is this it?"

*Sip, sip*

There is a YouTuber by the name of "WithCindy" who is funny as can be, reviews books, talks about other major issues, and is just overall entertaining. Now while I don't always agree with Cindy, there is something they said when reviewing ACOTAR (which, I cannot recommend enough, their videos on that whole series are just perfect!) that I think about a lot.

Cindy, when first starting ACOTAR, asked their reading buddy,

""What makes them fairies?'"

To which the agreed-upon consensus became:

"'Basically, they're magical and have big dicks.'"

*Sip, sip*

How disappointing. Maas is not the only one to write faeries in this way, she is just one of the most popular. But many authors using faeries do this and I have become rather melancholy when thinking about faerie portrayal in literature. Which is why I think I cling to The Folk of the Air so tightly.

FIRST, let me say if you enjoy books like ACOTAR and favor that portrayal of faeries, that is wonderful! And I'm truly happy that you found something you enjoy as that is what reading should be for and I have no beef with anyone who enjoys this type of depiction of faeries.

With that out of the way: It is what I have been yearning for when it comes to faeries for so long. I crave the scary, tricky, terrifying creatures from Irish and Nordic Folklore. I want to see them be cruel and cunning, I want them to look grotesque and imbued with nature.

*Sip, sip*

Cardan, for context, IS a faerie. Like, in every way. He has powers, he cannot lie, there are wards to be used against him, he has a freaking tail! And he is not some thousand-year-old militaristic war leader with a six-pack who knows how to swing a sword. My boy is a noodle. A seventeen-year-old, moody, grumpy, noodle. And I love it! (I don't care for how so many fanarts depict him as a buff dude with a six-pack, like no, he's a skinny boy, but damn these artists are talented as Hell so I can't complain too much lol) I love how he doesn't use his powers to their full extent until book 3. I love how he is so into makeup and dressing up and caring about how he looks before he gets sloppy drunk and then smears his eyeliner all over his face. I love how he is beautiful and dangerous and sometimes downright haunting when he tries to be. I love how he doesn't always know best and how he has to find out that he can be a fantastic ruler/good person if only he tries. I love how he feels excluded from things and longs to be included in them. I love how since he doesn't have the ability to lie, he does so by telling the truth. I love that when he had a crush on the weird girl he got so angry and disgusted with himself and yet just let her tie him up.

I love how in this world, you don't know what the faeries will do next. You don't know what trick they'll play or what riddle they'll provide.

I want these faeries. I miss these faeries. They are magical and horrifying and I love them.

*Sip, sip*

The Replacement, The Call, Emily Wilde's trilogy, and Holly Black's Faerie world. I'm on the hunt for more. I hope to find more. And I hope---my goodness, do I hope---that more are created.

Because faeries are awesome.

Cheers.

*Sip, sip*

[bookoflibrary]

Thinking of memories.

I thought I would make a really long trivia post of funny moments we had in JP as well as some of Aoki Tact's post EoS stream tidbits

When SINo first launched the game was nearly unplayable for over a week. Checking the status of the maint gave you a funny indefinite message.

There were originally two colo matches per day but this was discarded almost immediately for obvious issues.

Yoko Taro oversaw and wrote for main story to the very end with the help of two cowriters at Pokelabo

Pokelabo did the writing for everything else [Weapon stories, event stories and job stories] Despite her files not being in the game to datamine Rapunzel's design was leaked mysteriously thus she was released slightly sooner into second anniversary than intended.

Akazukin's sin jobs always gave away which character would be that sins giant raid [with the exception of Proud Lion where she talks about Alice but it was Pino who had that giant raid]

Yoko Taro wrote the very end of the game before anything else.

The desire mass in the finale and Gishanki are Taro's favorite characters. Yoko Taro also really likes Dorothy, and she is Aoki Tact's favorite character as well.

There was a very negative balance gem debt when the first run of the CG collab first came to JP. Akazukin originally had a different VA until shortly after first anniversary. All her lines were removed and replaced to the current one. To commemorate we were given Akazukin Mage for free in an upcoming event medal grind shop.

There was once a bug early in the game where the characters were dissembled on your home screen and their body parts would move really fast all over the place.

Hameln launch was a bit of a mess and also had a funny bug where he would have random characters' lines and voices on home instead of his.

It was purged off official accounts for no reason given but there was a live action short film of Reality Alice finding the Library. Fan re-uploads exist though.

The pose Alice makes in the Act of SINo ending PV is the front view of when you win your first colo match

Himiko (manga artist) and KitaEri (Cindy VA) made U32 a few times.

To add KitaEri and MAO were the most reappearing VAs on streams. KitaEri really enjoyed SINo as well as playing it. Of all the VAs, Tomoaki Maeno was the only one to not be on a stream in person though he did leave a video message for Hameln's debut stream.

Reality characters are designed when they make a new Library character [though they make changes sometimes, off the top of my head they mentioned Rapunzel drastically changed]

Some reality characters have official names and ages [mentioned here in other posts]

Some fun trivia from Aoki Tact's post eos streams:

Sin mages were considered at some point but the idea was discarded.

Mage designs were meant to resemble medieval Europe outfits but they tried a bridal look on Snow and fell in love so it was kept.

Momotaro was planned to be an actual SINo since they wanted more males and more Japan folklore characters period but they had issues catching later additions up as is so they stuck him as an NPC. Peter Pan had too much issues legally to be added.

To add Pokelabo had an entire legal team and list of fairytales they could potentially add.

Jino was only given one sentence of what to come up with for character designs so he spent a lot of time in libraries with headphones to capture little details in their design.

To add he once said he originally thought reality Gretel was in his 30s but this was misunderstood by fans. He was always meant to be age he is now. Jino also struggled a bit designing reality Akazukin, her original draft had her in a red raincoat. He also had issues making Hameln's reality design since his suits already had modern feels to them silhouette wise and wanted to make his silhouette stand out.

Aoki started his 'fan movie' since nearly the start of the game as a secret little project. Some of the models he made low-key were used in promo pvs (Act of Fusion PV and Cinderella having a cameo in the Death Metal video)

The shape and location for characters life force is important details for both Library and Reality.

A lot of discussions happened after the final Act of SINo chapters on JP sns, all he can say is Aladdin and Hameln are important to each other but their relationship is open to interpretation of the players. [Hameln's concept can mean Boys Love in Chinese as well though I think it's an accidental innuendo than anything linguistically speaking] Getting the movie officially released overseas is likely not possible. 'On the subject on another complete art book' there is no budget anymore and certain rights has expired that gives artists the right to share the work they've done for the game. In short making another art book is not possible.

The finale to the game took a majority of the games budget to make. Gishanki had voice actors in the film but it was a computer program thay made their voices for the game, so they don't have voice actors in the game. Aoki Tact says the characters we know in the game, and in the manga, and in the light novel are all 'different characters' as in he considers them completely different from the characters they are based off of and are separated canons.

This is already long so here's some trivia for now. I'll make a part 2 eventually. This is all based on memory seeing it in real-time, reading Famitsu interviews and watching Aoki Tact's streams which are very chill and interesting and talks a lot about game development so I recommend checking out his channel here.

[austinslounge]

I know I'm late to the discussion, but here is my take on the video of K at that event: I think she and the others were talking about her breakup when she noticed the camera, then she proceeded to cut it short by saying it surprised her, too, grabbing Laura's arm to indicate to be more careful or to shut the topic down. I could be wrong ofc, but if I think of it as them discussing someone else's breakup, it doesn't make sense with her tone and body language. Laura could've heard the news from Cindy, that's why she'd ask when meeting her at that event. I don't see why she'd be asking K about Zoe and Channing like that, I think Laura knows Z better than K anyways. Why would K be the one they'd go to for info, also the tone didn't seem like they were gossiping. I may be wrong, but this is my take on the video.

Hey girlie! 😊

No, I think you're on to something there. Your theory makes a lot of sense. It's K's whole body language and tone that is giving me the impression that she might have been talking about herself and not someone else.

It does seem like Laura may have heard the news from Cindy, but Laura may have seen Kaia for the first time in person in a while at that event, and wanted to know more. Keep in mind too that Cara was also there as well (another person that Kaia is friends with), so maybe Cara could have been hearing things for the first time.

We also should keep in mind too that just because you and your bf might be having some issues in your relationship, it doesn't automatically mean that you think that he's going to DUMP you. A breakup can still be somewhat of a surprise to you, even if you and bf were having some issues.

She could have been asking Austin if everything was okay, and he could have been trying to reassure her that all was well (Austin is very sweet after all), but eventually he just couldn't pretend any longer. #shrug

There could be numerous possibilities.

Let's just see what happens after Austin stops filming. I keep saying that lol. I'm starting to sound like a broken record. 😅

We need to wait and see what Austin (and Kaia) does after he's done working in NYC. We need to see if they spend time together. We've all seen what that man looks like when he's single. I truly believe that if Austin is indeed single, we will definitely know it. We will see him getting cozy with other women lol.

Think about when he and Vanessa broke up. He was spotted with other women. There were reports of him and Callum having women in their hotel rooms lol. He was spotted kissing Lily Rose Depp. Listen... That man is hot. 🥵 There is no way that if he is single, women aren't going to be throwing themselves at him lol. 😆 They practically throw themselves at Austin now, and they know he has a gf. So can you imagine if he's SINGLE? 🤣

Ladies -- Believe me, we will know if they've broken up.😅 There will be signs, even if there isn't a formal announcement yet. But for me personally, I'm going to be watching Austin, not Gerber Baby. She's unreliable. And she flirts, kisses, and throws herself at other men and women. We can't rely on what Kaia does. We have to look at what Austin does. 😏

[galaxygurlll]

The Haunted Sanitarium that Changed Us Forever - Part 2

Reader is Alex’s younger sister (same age as Dakota) and best friends with Tanner, Chelsea, and Dakota and everyone else. Reader does get scared easily, but takes a challenge like a champ, most of the time. Some places affect her more than others and she does have her moments where she doesn’t know if she can continue but does with everyone else’s help. She has the most trouble with getting badly targeted at the Prison locations and can’t figure out if that’s a good or bad thing but at hospitals, she seems to be the most liked by the spirits and ghosts there. She does become the most vulnerable at times though. She also appears as a regular on Sam and Colby’s channel, but that’s when she’s not on the road, filming with her group.

The Haunted Sanitarium that Changed Is Forever video. You can watch/listen to this whilst you read through if you'd like since I do tend to skip/miss some things.

Around 10:00 for the vid

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LAST TIME ON PROJECT FEAR

"Dude, less than twelve hours we have to be up," "It's going to be very interesting to see how we handle being back and if we can make it through the night or not," "And you say we're weird," "I swear if one more of you scares me before we even arrive at Sweet Springs, you'll be joining the spirits there," "I can't believe we have to meet up with Chelsea tomorrow," "Project Fear starts now!" "Uhh, ones on the internet," "You vowed to never return! That's a vow!" "This was the place that made us all true believers in the paranormal," "I hate witching hour, it's the worst. I'm always targeted the most around then," "So Cindie Harper is her name. She, like, runs and manages the place," "Standing at the top of the steps very ominously! Just waiting for us," "Come on!"

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"Chelsea.../Tanner.../Y/n..." "Nah brah, I'm not doing that," "Hey! Are you okay!?" "What happened when you were alone last time? Does it fit with now?" "I'm so sorry this happened to you, I'm so, so sorry," "What if y/n-" "Ahhhh!" "Y/n!!"

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"It's good to see you guys, I'm so excited for your return," Cindie tells us as she claps her hands together as I stand next to Alex and Dak starts to talk, "So, when the episode aired, you tweeted us like a couple things that you've experienced that we also experienced last time," he tells her. "Basically, I- I get the screams. And they are very blood curling, loud, screams," Cindie begins to tell us making me sigh in annoyance at that, "It's almost like disemboded voices or some- you know it feels and sounds like it's right there with you," She concludes.

Me and Chels make eye contact with wide eyes and, with a shake of my head in disbelief, we turn back to Cindie who's still talking, "And sometimes, I will not hear them in person, but when I play back the video or audio, it will be there," She finishes and Dak talks straight away, "So, I have a question. So when doing the research you were talked about how you were, like, thrown down the stairs at one point," this makes my eyes widen since I'd forgotten about that.

"I don't normally get pushed down the stairs," She claims making me sigh in relief as she goes on, "That's only happened one time," which still makes me slightly nervous since last time I felt something slightly push me. I must of zoned out cause I feel a nudge and I quickly snap back to reality and turn to see Alex looking at me with that concerned older sibling look and I give him the best smile I could to reassure him and he gives one back and puts an arm around my shoulders and brings me in for a side hug before letting go.

Suddenly, crack, a firecracker sound goes off behind the door that me and Alex are standing in front of and we both jump and I scream, "Shit," and sprint from that door to Chels and we wrap our arms around each other as we all freak out over what just happened, even Cindie looks to be shocked as she has a hand over her mouth. Chels lets go of me but I stay by her side. "Ohhhhhhhh, okay," Tanner says with a nervous laugh as Dak approaches the door and why? I don't know!

"That was on the door, dude" He claims, "Thanks Captain Obvious," I tell him trying to calm my nerves and he can tell so he just gives me a funny look before I hear Alex again, "That was the loudest knock. This is in the middle of the day still," Tanner says into my camera which is luckily, being held tightly by me, "That sounded like, right in between our heads?" I claim pointing between my brother and me and he nods in agreement and says, "Yeah!"

"I will tell you guys, there is no one in here," Cindie tells us making me groan, "Great!" Causing the others to laugh and chuckle, " I don't see anything," Dak says and I look over to see him pointing his camera through a window to get a better look, "No one's in there," he confirms. "Wait," Chels begins and I focus back on the conversation, "Did you tell them we're coming?" She asks Cindie and I just hope she didn't. Suddenly, Cindie smiles and says, "Yes."

"Shit, fuck, gosh damn it," I mutter as the others freak out as well and call her out for this, "Cindie! Why!" Tanner screams out and Cindie laughs at his antics before quickly adding, "I said be nice! Okay? I said be nice," and she earns a 'really' look from me, "That sounded really nice," Alex says and we watch him gesture to the door that I haven't gone back to standing in front of, instead, staying by Chels. "Welcoming us back," Alex states with a nervous chuckle and me and him share a look of just terror and worry before focusing back to the others and I add in sarcasm, "Awesome," getting laughter from the others.

Chels then speaks again and I make my way to stand between her and Dak now, "Okay so, I have to ask, you told the spirits we're coming back, what was the reaction? What was the interaction that you had? Like..." She trails off as I think in my mind good question and quickly focus on what Cindie is telling us, "Okay, so, I said, do you know who's coming? And the ghost box, I had the ghost box on, it said, Chelsea," she concludes and points to Chels making us freak out.

"Stop it!" Chels exclaims with fear as Tanner celebrates for not having his name remembered and, to be honest, so am I. Then, Cindie suddenly points to Tanner with an evil look, "You're not out of it! No, no! Because I said, do you know who else is coming? And guess who's name came up?" She then points to Tanner and he reacts annoyed and scared which, is understandable. But, Cindie then turns to me and my eyes widen and she just nods her head, "No, nah uh," I say with a shake of my head and she just nods, "What?" Alex asks, "Well, another name came up, the clearest name, but in like, a mocking way, was in fact, y/n," she tells us and I mutter, "Fuck this crap."

Tanner's now more freaked out and walks a little distance away before I feel a tug on my elbow and look to see Chels pull me away from the group slightly before speaking, "I reckon I know why your name came up, and so clearly as well and in a mocking way," I just look at her to go on, "Weren't you the one who was mocking the spirits here last time, like, the whole time," that's when my eyes widen at the realisation that she's correct, "Shit," I mutter in response before making my way back over in a rush, seeing the others talking before looking at us.

"You girls good?" Tanner asks, "Yeah, Chels just reminded me of something that I did here last time that I shouldn't have done and that you never do, and is probably, most likely actually, why my name came out like that," they just look at me to continue, "The whole time I was here, and because it was one of my first locations with you guys, I mocked the spirits the entire night basically," I conclude with uncertainty and their eyes widen, "I remember that!" Alex claims, "Yeah, same!" Dak adds, "We tried stopping you but you wouldn't listen," Tanner concludes with a hint of joking and seriousness etched into his tone and I just nod, "Well, I'm listening now." Looking to Cindie, she has a look before speaking, "That would do it."

After a few more moments talking, Cindie says to us, "Good luck everybody, stay safe," getting nervous looks and sounds and 'thanks yous' from us. "Alright, well, let's get in there, let's load our gear inside and let's read the packet," Dak tells us and so, after saying our farewells to Cindie and getting her best wishes, we go to start unloading.

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The five make there way inside and head down a hallway whilst shining their flashlights around making sure nothing is there. Upon entering a room, Dak sets up a camera and then takes a seat on one end with Chelsea sitting down next to him, Tanner next to her, y/n next to him and Alex next to her on the other end. Alex and Dak keep their flashlights on whilst the other three turn theirs off.

"Basically, I've written up a packet of a bunch of information about the haunting and the history of this place for us to read," Dakota explains to the group before concluding, "Do you want to start us off Chels?" Dakota asks his older sister who relies with, "Oh my gosh," whilst getting it handed to her and takes it whilst turning on her flashlight and having her younger brother shine his in her face for better lighting. The atmosphere feels so heavy to y/n, she can't quite place whether or not the spirits here want them here.

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"Dude," Chelsea suddenly says causing everyone to jump and Alex is quick to stop reading and point his flashlight behind him, "I just saw a flashlight," She tells the group and y/n's eyes go wide before looking to the older girl, "You saw that too? I thought I was just imagining things already!" She tells her and Dakota just replies with, "What?" As this is freaking him out as well, "Straight up flash light down the hall," She tells everyone, "What!?" Tanner says this time and looks to the younger girl for confirmation and she nods, "Like, straight up flashlight," before looking the other way.

Dakota and Tanner get up with their cameras and flashlights on and walk to where the light was seen by the two girls, "Like all the way into this next room?" Tanner asks with all seriousness, "All the way down the hall," She instructs them as y/n still refuses to look down there but instead plays with the bracelet on her wrist. She's had this since she was six, an old friend made it for her.

Few moments later, more talking and figuring out what the supposed flashlight did and Tanner calling up a flight of stairs and after waiting there for a moment to see if they get a response, they get nothing and so they make their way back over to the three that are still sitting down and y/n looks up once they arrive, not noticing that the other two were watching her play with her bracelet which she only does when she's scared or nervous.

"It's already starting dude," Tanner exclaims whilst walking into the room, "Well, crap," Alex responds in a worried tone and y/n just exhales deeply before concentrating on the others again to distract herself as the two take their seats again before Tanner speaks, "What the hell is going on already?" He questions, "I don't know," Both girls reply at once, and y/n allows and small smile to come on her face at that and Chelsea continues what she was saying, "Now I'm fixated on that hallway."

"Dude, it feels like it's getting a lot colder in here," Alex informs the group and they all agree with their own responses with y/n's just being a small hum. She knows this isn't the worst place she's been to, but it's the second most scariest place that's scared her out which most places, though she's really terrified, don't do that.

After a few moments, Dakota speaks up again, "Well, let's get to the packet and then get our night going cause it's actually happening already." Tanner takes the packet next and with his flashlight, begins his reading.

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"So the third floor is also where you guys were standing; you- and Alex and Tanner and y/n were on the third floor when me and Chelsea were in the basement-" Dakota is cut off slightly by Tanner adding in, "Yup," before he continues on, "And we both heard the same female moan," He explains to the group and this causes y/n to get the chills at the memory before hearing him continue. "And it doesn't make sense how you guys heard it all the way up there," he points upwards, "While we were in the basement," and then points to below.

"I don't like this place," Tanner concludes making y/n nod straight away in agreement, "No," Dakota says in agreement even though he picked it, "I don't like that we're back," Tanner adds before y/n looks up at him with a look of announce and confusion, "Really? Cause at least you weren't dumb enough to mock the spirits and ghosts and whatever else is here that might be demonic!" She claims and sees Tanner look down at her, "Yeah, well, they remember you, me and Chelsea for some weird reason, and we did try to warm you last time," He tells the younger Schroeder before Chelsea adds, "Yeah, but I feel as though she's going to be the main target," not settling the young girls' nerves but points to the older girl in agreement before they all sigh and Alex gets the packet back after giving the girl a worried look but her not catching it because, well, the darkness and because she wasn't facing him at the time.

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"Oh no... the basement, okay," After hearing Chels say this, I hold my breath and hear Tanner exhale and Chels goes on, "The basement. This is where the slave quarters and the hospital wing are located. This part of the building saw the most death and torment. Clear disembodied voices are a common occurrence in this part of the building-" Tanner thankfully cuts her off and I exhale, not realising that I was holding my breath that whole time and feel something around my shoulders so I look to see a hand and so, turning the other way, I see Alex. He looks down at me and I give him a faint smile and nod, doing my best to let him know I'm okay before returning back to Tanner talking.

"I mean, last time we were here, that's where everything like, went down at the very end," Tanner reinforms us, "Speak for yourself," I mumble hoping no one heard but feel a squeeze on my shoulder, letting me know that Alex heard it so I just hope no one else did but I can't tell because there isn't much light. "I have a terrible feeling right now-" Dak starts before I cut him off, "Really?" In a joking manner, trying to ease the tension and the sound of his light laughter helps before he continues what he was saying, "I feel like we are not going to have a good night," He concludes making me sigh deeply and run a hand through my hair, slightly messing it up as the other two boys agree. I then feel Alex remove his arm from my shoulders, but I know it was getting uncomfortable, so I just don't say anything.

A few minutes later, after collecting ourselves, Dak speaks up, "Okay, now it is time for us to start our overnight, and I hate to say this-" Dak is immediately cut off by me, Tanner and Chels already disagreeing but he continues with an uncertain look, "I have an idea," Dak exclaims with nervousness, but is straight up shut down and questioned by the three again before Alex speaks up, "Let's, let's hear what he has to say, guys," in an 'I'm so funny' tone earning him a glare from me and I just get a shrug and smirk in response making me roll my eyes and turning back to Dak as he explains his so-called 'genius' "For the first part of our overnight, four of us will be going to the third floor, and one of us will be going down to the basement by themselves, to face the fear alone. There will be two people going down there, but not at the same time."

This just makes me shudder at the thought of being down there again, but this time, being down there alone and so I shout at him, "Shut the fuck up, Dakota, no way," raising my hand up in the air that isn't holding my camera, probably looking all dramatic before placing it back down on my leg. "I'm already crying," Chels states and, looking at her, I see that she is, "Are you picking this person because it can't be me," she basically begs her brother with so much hurt and pain laced into her voice, "You're tearing up," Dak tells her whilst chuckling, "I know! I'm scared!" She replies and I look to the sibling duo and hope that Chels doesn't get this.

"You don't get it, dude," Chels tells him, "You haven't been down there before by yourself and it sucks," Tanner yells at Dak who just sits there with an open mouth, "Yeah Dak, not cool," I add on after Tanner leaving him to pat me on the shoulder, which I hope is him but I can tell is him. "I'm sad," Chels says and looks at me getting a nod in agreement and a response from me, "Same," Tanner and Alex laugh at this but I can tell they're concerned, they better be concerned. "Chels," Alex says before Chels speaks again, "I don't want to do it," making them nod in agreement and mumble, "Neither do I," before turning back to the conversation chaos.

"You're making your sister cry dude, already!" Alex yells to him, "At least I don't make mine cry," He states before getting a hum of disagreement from me before laughing along with everyone at that. After the laughter dies down, I decide to speak up, "I don't think Chels, Tanner and I should have to go through it again," Getting agreement from the two I mentioned, "I think it should be for someone who hasn't experienced it before, which is both of you since you said two would be doing it!" Chels exclaims and she also gets agreements from Tanner and me and Dak just adds, "Girls, this isn't Project Pussies, okay?" Earning laughter again but not from us girls before he also breaks out into a chuckle and says, "Sorry."

Then, Alex asks, "Are you picking?" Making me add, "Please don't be picking," quite urgently and I get a pat on my shoulder from Alex, "No, I'm not picking. It's up to fate," Dak informs us making me groan and throw my head back before coming back up straight, "Fate's never done me justice," I call out. Dak then writes out the first letters of our names (A/n: If you have the same first letter as one of them, use your first letter and S for the last name), "Y/n, your beanie please," I take it off and hand it over to him, completely forgetting I had put it on before coming in here. He puts the names into my beanie and holds it over to Chels.

"Okay, can we please get this over with?" I question with urgency, "Yeah, can we? I want to know if I'm mad or I'm happy," Tanner adds to my question making me nod in agreement. I just have a really and feeling about this and I know fate has never been on my side, but I feel as though something is out to get me here. I know my mocking really won't do me justice here from last time.

Chels sticks her hand into my beanie a pulls out a name a moment later and we all go silent as she unravels it then she gasps, "I'm so sorry Tanner!" She claims in a scream whilst showing the letter T written on the page and he gets up screaming and Alex also stands up for whatever reason and I watch Tanner walk down the hall slightly before Dak calls out to him, "One more name Tanner! You and the next name will do a paper, scissors, rock," and Tanner comes back to us but stays standing and this time Chels hold out the beanie to Tanner and states, "Why do your reveal who's the next victim?" He then digs his hand into my beanie and pulls out a name.

Everyone is silent again and I watch Tanner's eyes widen when he sees the letter and looks away from me slightly before saying, "Y/n, you know how much I appreciate you right? And how much you appreciate me?" This makes me nod my head in confusion and he continues, "Well, please still do," he finishes and turns around the paper and I scream slightly at the sight of my y/f/i written on there, "Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit," I mutter and scream as I now stand up and walk to a wall and start banging my head on it as I hear the others cheer.

Suddenly, a hand turns me around and I see Tanner in front of me and we hug each other because of what we're about to go through and then we head back to the others. I win the paper, scissors, rock and pick to go second. The others keep reminding him that whatever he remembers him making me feel even worse.

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-Small time skip again-

-Sweet Springs Sanitarium-

-3rd pov, 8:58pm-

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After clearing up how long Tanner and y/n will have to be in the basement for (A/N: I'm just putting them down there for around an hour and maybe a little longer), Tanner tells y/n's camera about the enhanced recorder that he has and making a few jokes with the loudness, Tanner walks away from the group to the basement door, "Alright, see you guys," He says to them whilst looking through his camera, "Be careful," The girls call to him at the same time but Chelsea adds, "Don't die! Or else I'll feel really bad!" But Tanner just talks over the top, attempting to drown out the older Laden. "They know you!" She calls out again, "I didn't hear you, I can't hear you," He replies in a sing-songy tone when through the door and slightly closing it.

"She said they know you," Dak tells him but he keeps singing over the top, "They freaking know you, Tanner," Alex tries once more before saying to the others up with him, "He's so done." Y/n just stand there, hugging herself as she hears Tanner's singing voice getting fainter and fainter, it still sinking in that that will be her in around an hour or more. "I do feel bad," Chelsea states, "You should!" Y/n adds, trying to put it in a joking way and they do laugh making her smile, "Dude, he's gotta be so freaking scared," Dakota says after the laughter ends and then silence for a moment, before someone sneezes, making y/n jump and Chelsea gives a disgusted look whilst Dakota just says, "What the fuck?"

And do you know who sneezed? Alex.

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COMING UP ON PROJECT FEAR

"Chelsea.../Tanner.../Y/n..." "Nah brah, I'm not doing that," "Hey! Are you okay!?" "What happened when you were alone last time? Does it fit with now?" "I'm so sorry this happened to you, I'm so, so sorry," "What if y/n-" "Ahhhh!" "Y/n!!"

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Next chapter

Part 3: https://www.tumblr.com/galaxygurlll

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A/n: Two more parts to bring across!

[saintmeghanmarkle]

Madam needed truth as a child.

She started manipulating early.

These photos demonstrate that the ILBW harboured tremendous jealousy even at a young age.

She thought she was special. She reveled in the admiration of adults but secretly coveted the attention bestowed upon other children.

Her envy manifested in unsettling ways. Look at her eyes, she glares at young children, who she likely feels are stealing the attention from her.

She can’t bear the thought of anyone else stealing the spotlight. Cunning and sly, she devised attention-stealing tactics, from fake illnesses to dramatic performances, all aimed at redirecting the focus onto her.

In this video, she’s seen pretending to be a Queen. She’s bossing the other children around, and by the way, this ISN’T her birthday party.

Her brother Thomas Markle warned she shouldn’t be left alone in the presence of children and animals.

Her deceptive acts became more elaborate as she grew. She mastered the art of manipulation, weaving intricate webs of deceit to secure her position at the center of every event.

Her facade masks drops , even as a child & one sees the darkness within, with growing entitlement that craved constant validation.

As an adult her envy morphed into something more sinister. (Eyelids gluing incident at Northwestern, which allegedly has been covered up.)

She developed a taste for power and control, believing the world owed her adoration. She became a master puppeteer, pulling strings to manipulate those around her for personal gain.

I believe she’s always had malevolence beneath her exterior. Using her wares she ensnared Harry, but also those who dared to get too close ( Lizzie Cindy, her ex husband… a long list of people).

She revels in the chaos she sows & she delights in the discord she stirs up.

Even as a child, she had a quest for supremacy, and unfortunately, her father enabled her behaviour. The ILBW ( and Harry) are oblivious to the consequences of their actions. She will continue her destructive ways, blinded by the entitlement & envy that she was likely born with & definitely as a child. This was a child that wasn’t talented & yet repeatedly told she was. What she needed was a gentle dose of reality. Harry is exactly like her.

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[staticventifact-documentation]

University of North Carolina at Greensboro, Police, and Community Harassment

Long story short, I have reason to believe that I'm the target of a police supported harassment campaign.This began in 2022 when someone spread deliberate false accusations and rumors about me around the University of North Carolina Greensboro to justify having students, staff, and police go out of their way to plausibly denialably provoke me, avoid me (to the point of sprinting away at full speed from me in a large crowd of people in the middle of the day in front of a main building when I had and showed no interest in interacting), and to overtly monitor me to create a sense of paranoia so I'd tell a counselor so they could use that to label me as delusional or schizophrenic, so that no one would believe me when I tell people about what happened.

Schizophrenia requires at least 2 symptoms, Delusions, Hallucinations, Disorganized speech, Grossly disorganized or catatonic behavior, Negative symptoms (such as reduced emotional expression). Based on the reports I made to the school and what I told the UNCG counselor about the harassment and bullying, it would result in me being labeled delusional (because of the intentional plausible deniability) , but not schizophrenic as I don't have any other symptoms. I made an instagram account called staticventifact.documentation to record evidence of neighbors and other people loudly driving past where I live (look up Rick and Cindy Krlich, they experienced a more severe version of this harassment) at times referencing my social media post/followers/following and any number that appears in my username, references to numeric hate symbols, and numeric references to the pedo edp445 (more than likely as an attempt to falsely associate him with me when I had no idea who he was until he was exposed as a predator).

In addition, beginning in November 2023, I started feeling a vibration in the floors of the house, my chair, and my bed (to the point where it can wake me up and prevent me from sleeping. I type this without having been to sleep last night because of this harassment). I used a spectrogram and a linear accelerometer in a separate room to prove that the vibrations were independent of me and the spectrogram showed clear signs of vibrations and since then I have been posting the videos to instagram. The peak frequencies of the vibrations also contain the same numeric references as the vehicle harassment, further supporting my claims. I felt these vibrations in the parking lot of a grocery store and the waiting room of a hospital, which rules out HVACS and construction work. My best guess is an Long Range Acoustic Device, a modded subwoofer, or a deterrent device.

Jumping back to 2022 when I was a student at UNCG, I have reason to believe that someone falsely accused me of stalking them, but I have at least 4 pieces of evidence (3 of which are physical items) that prove that someone was trying to send a message that I had a secret admirer.

Not only that, the one person who most likely accused me of something intentionally moved to the dorm beside mine and likely knew I had a special housing assignment that allowed me to stay in Bailey Hall.

During Spirng 2022 (when I took art 120 with my former classmate), I frequently wore a hat and necklace with a Tron reference on it. Later at the end of the year gaming event, I sat at the arcade station and played Galaga and when I got up, my art 120 classmate was directly behind me. During an event at the quad, one of them was taking a photo of Hinshaw for a social media post and she moved to the other Hinshaw door across from Bailey like she was letting me know she was moving in. Later in the summer, she posted a photo of herself playing Galaga at an arcade beside a Tron Machine. That seemed like too much of a coincidence so started entertaining the idea of us playing video games together, over the summer.

At the start of the Fall 2022 semester, I asked her out to an animation event at the Arts Building and I was left on sent so I assumed rejection and went to the event alone. Because of a time conflict and procrastination, I went to a dorm meeting for another hall and my art classmate sat right beside me at the meeting but I didn't say anything to her because I knew I was rejected and it was suspicious that she intentionally sat beside me. After that, every so often, I would leave my dorm and see her leave exactly when I did and at first I thought she was giving me an opportunity to talk to her but I knew something was off about so I stayed away and rode on my scooter to class. I saw her waiting in the first floor laundry room or trash room one time, and she got up the moment she saw me and we left our dorms at the same time.

When I joined UNCG's ESports and Gaming club to make friends to play with (I grew up without a lot of irl social contact) and I got banned from the Splatoon club (which was the game closest to the types I play and I used to play Splatoon 2 with my former best friend at their house on their Wii U), UNCG Esports club, and the entire University of North Carolina System (without a warning or explanation but to be fair I think that was allowed based on the esports club rules) for replying "team grass cat" in reference to a Pokemon when someone posted about Pokemon Scarlet/Violet starters. I had social anxiety so I didn't talk much aside from one other message which was also non-problematic. My best guess is that my former art classmate was in the discord and made up lies about me to get me booted. I won't be falsely accused of being a pedo for trying to make friends around my age to play games with in a college gaming club.

In addition, during the of Fall 2022, multiple people were using the anonymous app YikYak to bully me, post racist, sexist, and just generally offensive content and I used to post overly positive content to combat it. I also posted "11:11" at 11:11pm which was a habit I got from a special limited time Snapchat filter with no intent or meaning (I don't believe in numerology or astrology or take it seriously). Near the end of October, a club I was in was going to a Ghost Tour event on campus and my art 120 classmate came and while we were walking, she moved near me and started talking to a friend then moved to directly beside me then I tried to talk to her but she speed walked up to the front of the group and then I knew she was messing with me so I turned around and left the event on kick scooter and rode around campus to exercise and I ended up passing the group but I pushed myself too hard and started vomiting on College Ave further up from where they were. After that, I made the decision to focus on my school work and only use dating apps (I can't even use dating apps now without women liking, matching, and sending messages at times using the same numeric references as the other harassment forms).

During the Spring 23 semester, even though I had no intention of interacting with my classmates (I knew better than to try to date a professor and I sat at the front of my classes because of sensory processing issues), I was still treated like I was (and even my ceramics professor went out of her way to show off her wedding ring during a one on one demonstration at the table I was at) to the point where every time I left my dorm, a UNCG truck would be in sight more than likely as an attempt to monitor me, and a vehicle would drive off the moment I got inside my dorm from my night class. My best guess is that someone made false allegations against me and UNCG hired a safety patrol to keep track of me.

On one occasion a pair of students intentionally made noises on the other side of my wall shared by the common lounge and while they were doing so, I silently snuck out of my room and took a photo of one of the people who rushed away when they saw me and reported it to the Dean of Students but nothing was done about it and I was referred to the UNCG counseling center.

On another occasion, someone with a key to my dorm placed an invite to a paid NCA&T Aggie Fest Event several feet into my dormroom so it couldn't have been slipped under and when I took a bus to the venue and was about the cross the street, a suv drove in front of me and yelled "freak" at me and turned into the venue so I turned around and walked back. The only people I know of with access to the dorm keys are Housing and Residence Life and RAs.

On April 5th, 2023, well after this situation had started, I struck a police suv with my elbow twice with just enough force to make a sound to replicate the sound people on the 3rd and 2nd floors of Bailey Hall and eventually all around campus started harassing me with (The people on the 3rd floor of Bailey used the sound of opening and closing doors in weird ways and the sound was likely amplified with some type of speaker as I never had an issue with the sound of the doors until my last two semesters). I rode back to my dorm on my scooter, and an officer came to the room. I ran, but he threatened to use a taser, so I went to the parlor to talk with the officers where I told the officers I had no intention of harming anyone. In addition, earlier in the day, I took a ladder from a uncg truck, and a large blonde woman and child in a yellow dress followed me as I walked the ladder to the quad police tower. Later, they sat outside, by the parlor on a bench right in front of me. I had no interaction with them, and they were not involved. This was likely done to frame me as a pedo because I had no interaction with any children on or off campus or online (with the exception of random people who join a looking for group for a Destiny 2 raid but even then it's rare and I only talk when it's necessary for the completion of an encounter), and everyone I was interested in was verified as 18 or above with a max age gap of three years. After the suv incident, I had to fill out a form that had me list my triggers and I wrote a very specific thing on that list and since then, when I'm in public I've had people deliberately do that specific thing meaning my mental health records were leaked and used for harassment purposes and or someone with access to them is involved in this harassment campaign.

Someone likely profiled me as a potential threat, maybe even a terrorist, because I'm black, officially autistic (possibly have ADHD too), an intersectional feminist, a leftist, I have high empathy and emotional intelligence, I basically had one friend at UNCG, I didn't speak in classes, I'm ace/demisexual, and I play Destiny 2, a mmofpsrpg game that has guns. (In the lobby of the Assistant Dean's Office, I posted "This ends today" on the uncg snapchat story, just before I was supposed to have a meeting to address the harassment on campus. During the meeting, the Assistant Dean asked me what games I played, and I mentioned Destiny 2 and he asked me what genre it was and I called it an rpg and he emphasized that it was a first person shooter. At the end of the meeting an officer came in and asked me a few questions about the post and I explained that it was in reference to the meeting I was in).

It seems like someone was trying to engineer a "me vs everyone" situation by getting as many people involved and going through my contacts and getting people I know to join in. They likely wanted me to lash out and harm someone but I knew better than that and had no interest in harming anyone. When they couldn't get me to harm anyone, I was likely falsely accused of being a nazi and pedo in secret to deliberately sabotage my credibility and to isolate me.

I've already reported this to a lot of places including the Feds but no progress has been made. I tried reporting a harassment instance to a police tip hotline and the numeric info I submitted was used to harass me following the same pattern as previous harassment instances. Once again, I document my evidence on my instagram staticventifact.documentation.

[yazzberry]

any excuse to make moodboards...

I just thought I'd share with you my personal visions for this story and the characters I'm going to be writing (honestly, I'll take any excuse to make a mood board), including their birthdays, interests, visual muses, aesthetics, etc. 

If you agree with any of my visions, please let me know in the comments. I'd love to hear all your opinions and head-canons!

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Note: I gave all the characters the same last names as their voice actors (except for Alejandro, since they give us his last name in the show haha).

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Name: Courtney Lucille Barlow Birthday: October 17 (16 years old) (Libra) Interests/Hobbies: speech & debate, volleyball, reading, watching Gilmore Girls and The Vampire Diaries (guilty pleasures), student council, singing (but refuses to join the school choir), playing the piano, watching college vlogs and other youtube videos about college (her dream school is Yale) Visual Muse: (Cindy Kimberly)

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Name: Bridgette Isobel Fairlie Birthday: June 25 (16 years old) (Cancer) Interests/Hobbies: surfing, swimming, marine biology, cooking vegetarian dishes, baking, crocheting (even though she's really bad at it), roller skating, riding on her bike, watching romcoms (she always cries at the happy endings), making candles, leading environmental club Visual Muse: (Sasha Pieterse)

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Name: Gwendolyn (Gwen) Ingrid Fahlenbock Birthday: February 8 (16 years old) (Aquarius) Interests/Hobbies: drawing in her sketchbook, painting, listening to Deftones, making playlists, binging reality TV shows (secretly loves the petty drama), painting her nails twice a week, helps make sets for school plays and stage manages, loves rainy days, smoking weed, messing with her cello, feeding stray cats Visual Muse: (Krysten Ritter)

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Name: Heather Saeko Wilson Birthday: January 11 (16 years old) (Capricorn) Interests/Hobbies: cheerleading, dancing ballet, keeping a following on social media, photography (she'd never admit it but she likes taking more than just selfies), watching sad romance movies and Gossip Girl, shopping, fashion, likes history (it's all just gossip), being around people (doesn't do too well alone, but would never admit it) Visual Muse: (Sandy Diana Bang)

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Name: Duncan Wilder Nelson Birthday: March 30 (16 years old) (Aries) Interests/Hobbies: skating, soccer, tagging graffiti everywhere (especially abandoned buildings), smoking weed, teaching his dog (Petey) tricks, loves late-night drives, listening to grunge rock, watching old movies, playing the drums, secretly likes going to vintage bookstores and record stores, loves a good Oreo McFlurry, secretly really good at math Visual Muse: (Zario Bolanos)

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Name: Geoff Bartol Petronijevic Birthday: December 3 (16 years old) (Sagittarius) Interests/Hobbies: surfing, swimming, wakeboarding, water polo, lacrosse (and is actually really good at it), partying, comedy movies, listening to house music and international music (especially eastern European), cooking for friends, is determined to throw a Project X-level party someday, actually really likes pottery and clay-making Visual Muse: (Brad Pitt)

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Name: Trent Theodore McCord Birthday: April 26 (16 years old) (Taurus) Interests/Hobbies: playing the guitar, listening to all genres of music, watching and reviewing great films (loves Letterbox'd), reading, writing songs and poems, surfing the internet, taking care of his little sisters when his mom isn't home, driving to scenic spots for song inspiration and some peace of mind, working a shift at the local daycare center Visual Muse: (Logan Lerman)

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Name: Alejandro Matías Burromuerto Birthday: August 13 (16 years old) (Leo) Interests/Hobbies: soccer, beach volleyball, singing, student council, theater and drama, posting on social media, flirting with random girls (but never seeing it through), partying, watching black & white films, always seeks to outshine his brother (often doesn't succeed), tutoring others (is really strong in all subjects) Visual Muse: (Xavier Serrano)

friendly reminder that this is all for my story now posted on wattpad and fanfiction.net, ENDGAME.

[tsukacchako]

BURSTS IN. as always do whoever u want <3 AND IM SORRY I WANTED TO PICK A QUEFSTION FROM EACH CATEGORYSDOGISDFJ 🎮 VIDEO GAME CONTROLLER — what are three of your oc's favorite hobbies? 💯 HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know. 🌈 RAINBOW — what is your oc's sexual orientation/gender identity? what pronouns do they use? 💘 HEART WITH ARROW — what and/or who do(es) your oc consider the most important to them? ☕️ HOT BEVERAGE — does your oc prefer coffee, tea, hot chocolate, milk, water, or some other drink? how do they like to take this drink (ex. coffee with milk, hot chocolate with whipped cream, a specific kind of tea, etc)? 😥 SAD BUT RELIEVED FACE — is your oc prone to getting stressed out, or is it easy for them to keep their cool?

LMAOOOOOOO NO UR TOTALLY FINE ask as many as you want :3

🎮 VIDEO GAME CONTROLLER — what are three of your oc's favorite hobbies?

MHA!ANKOKU: loves to draw, play the guitar and take walks by himself

💯 HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.

BRANDON: brandon's favorite type of music is rock, he and his older brother were never close, and often has nightmares ALNST!ANKOKU: likes to listen to other peoples conversations (not in a stalker way just in an "i need to know how humans interact" kinda way), believes he used to have a twin who died but this is just keeron lying to him, and after The Incident he used to wear an eyepatch that he still has but doesn't wear as often

🌈 RAINBOW — what is your oc's sexual orientation/gender identity? what pronouns do they use?

this one's gonna be for all of them MHA!ANKOKU: gay asexual trans man, he/him pronouns ALNST!ANKOKU: aroace trans man, he/him pronouns CINDY: cis lesbian girl, she/her pronouns BRANDON: cis bisexual boy, he/him pronouns THEO: genderqueer queer person, he/him pronouns

💘 HEART WITH ARROW — what and/or who do(es) your oc consider the most important to them?

CINDY: i think the most important thing to cindy is music. even when she was struggling with brandon's death and all the harsh treatment she faced from the teachers at ANAKT, she still had music to guide and help her

☕️ HOT BEVERAGE — does your oc prefer coffee, tea, hot chocolate, milk, water, or some other drink? how do they like to take this drink (ex. coffee with milk, hot chocolate with whipped cream, a specific kind of tea, etc)?

honestly i only drink water so my ocs only like water T-T

😥 SAD BUT RELIEVED FACE — is your oc prone to getting stressed out, or is it easy for them to keep their cool?

THEO: theo does not get stressed easily, but when he does everything is hell

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